I’m actually starting to believe my own fake happiness.
I feel so much…
I feel so worthless,
I feel so useless,
I feel so unwanted,
I feel so unloved,
I feel so misunderstood,
I feel so misplaced,
I feel too much…
- Not Wanting To Step On the Scale Cus You Think You’ll Break It :/
remember how everything was going right?
then everything fell apart again?
yeah. me too.
I give up. I can’t do this anymore. There’s no point in trying if I just fail at everything.
sticks and stones may break my bones, but words kill people.
(Source: hopeandbeauty)
I hate feeling this way and not seeing any changes. It’s constant torture, and nothing good ever comes out of it. If I were losing weight, this might be acceptable, but it’s not, and I’m fat, and I hate it.
So cus of my fasting … My periods became irregular , my hair falls out more ad more each day … Blah
Havent gotten my period this whole month , let’s see if it comes next month..
